四…分…五…裂
2002-12-13 23:02 | 林小艾
啪——
碎了，不明物体
在这个冷清又寂寥的夜晚，在自己还没来得及挽救前…碎了。我不怪自己，因为本来就是纵容它碎的，虽然满地的狼籍怎么也拼不回原来的样子，颤抖的手指还在自己无情的指挥下不停的敲打着毫无生命力的键盘。虽然手指和门外的温度一样冰冷。。
就在一瞬间，感觉就像是电影回顾，所有知道的和忽略的镜头一齐闪过已经呆板到只会操纵手指的大脑里再去重温一遍、感觉一遍。一看到脑海里久久都不愿去再浏览一次的画面时，开始讨厌自己的无情，将自己推向一个已经过去的时间和伤痛里。
啪哒——
似乎又再次听到断裂的声响，已经是不完整的物体上又划下了一道深深的裂痕。像玻璃一样脆，却永远不会如玻璃一般透，因为物体永远带着它周围所给予和污染的颜色。
再强的百能胶恐怕也只能拼凑起零碎的摸样，却再也看不到原先的样子了，即使原来的样子并不如想象的透彻清晰……
画面定格在一个微笑上，一个短短但幸福的笑靥，却怎么也无法再做一次模仿士——尽管很想去模仿模仿士的掩饰心情的本事，尽管知道模仿的同时会失去自我，会笑着心却流泪。可是心，它早学会哭，又学会哭好忘掉，似乎比心的主人聪明许多，难道人真的是愚笨的。。。？
摸索一下地上的碎片，唐突的想起了一个词——四分五裂。。。
-
I can barely remember my past.
Everything seems to disappear so fast.
But I recall being jealous and alone.
Gazing at the dreams going by.
I started my life when you knocked on the door.
Found something inside I didn't dare to ignore.
Now I do believe in flowers on the moon.
I'll swim beside the golden tide.
You crashed by the gate.
Captured my fate.
Salvation.
My eyes coldn't see.
I hardly breathed.
I was diving so deep.
Salvation.
I'm down in the study holding on to my luck.
Will you still love me when I call you up.
You crashed by the gate.
Captured my fate.
Salvation.
My eyes couldn't see.
I hardly breathed.
My heart was asleep.
Salvation.
Some will get broken others will get lucky like me meeting you.
Don't pass me by.
I found salvation oh yeah.
You bring me salvation.
I found salvation.
Some will get broken others will get lucky like me meeting you.
Don't pass me by.
Salvation...
Cc S鸭子提供Bgm空间吖...~ cC云_鬼提供原版Bgm撒...~(虽然灭有跟你申明过@.@)
碎了，不明物体
在这个冷清又寂寥的夜晚，在自己还没来得及挽救前…碎了。我不怪自己，因为本来就是纵容它碎的，虽然满地的狼籍怎么也拼不回原来的样子，颤抖的手指还在自己无情的指挥下不停的敲打着毫无生命力的键盘。虽然手指和门外的温度一样冰冷。。
就在一瞬间，感觉就像是电影回顾，所有知道的和忽略的镜头一齐闪过已经呆板到只会操纵手指的大脑里再去重温一遍、感觉一遍。一看到脑海里久久都不愿去再浏览一次的画面时，开始讨厌自己的无情，将自己推向一个已经过去的时间和伤痛里。
啪哒——
似乎又再次听到断裂的声响，已经是不完整的物体上又划下了一道深深的裂痕。像玻璃一样脆，却永远不会如玻璃一般透，因为物体永远带着它周围所给予和污染的颜色。
再强的百能胶恐怕也只能拼凑起零碎的摸样，却再也看不到原先的样子了，即使原来的样子并不如想象的透彻清晰……
画面定格在一个微笑上，一个短短但幸福的笑靥，却怎么也无法再做一次模仿士——尽管很想去模仿模仿士的掩饰心情的本事，尽管知道模仿的同时会失去自我，会笑着心却流泪。可是心，它早学会哭，又学会哭好忘掉，似乎比心的主人聪明许多，难道人真的是愚笨的。。。？
摸索一下地上的碎片，唐突的想起了一个词——四分五裂。。。
-
I can barely remember my past.
Everything seems to disappear so fast.
But I recall being jealous and alone.
Gazing at the dreams going by.
I started my life when you knocked on the door.
Found something inside I didn't dare to ignore.
Now I do believe in flowers on the moon.
I'll swim beside the golden tide.
You crashed by the gate.
Captured my fate.
Salvation.
My eyes coldn't see.
I hardly breathed.
I was diving so deep.
Salvation.
I'm down in the study holding on to my luck.
Will you still love me when I call you up.
You crashed by the gate.
Captured my fate.
Salvation.
My eyes couldn't see.
I hardly breathed.
My heart was asleep.
Salvation.
Some will get broken others will get lucky like me meeting you.
Don't pass me by.
I found salvation oh yeah.
You bring me salvation.
I found salvation.
Some will get broken others will get lucky like me meeting you.
Don't pass me by.
Salvation...
Cc S鸭子提供Bgm空间吖...~ cC云_鬼提供原版Bgm撒...~(虽然灭有跟你申明过@.@)