Pieces of CRAP...

2003-02-23 17:04 | ovelia

note: I use this title to I wrote anything I can thought of, not because these are really pieces of CRAP ~bb...

Ch.1


Now I returned home after a whole week of torture.

School life in this year is definitely one of the most boring one. I had novels and soundtracks as some kind of relief, but it cannot be helped...It's too boring even with my favorite class, my best friends, my favorite books, et cetera...

Well...One of the causes is that, I'm not the "naughty shy boy" (quote from The Silence of the Lambs) I used to be.

Life on the net has changed me a lot. It gives me new meanings, new ways, new inspirations of life...

But...Senior grade 3 is a nightmare, overshadowing all of my present dreams. Cutting me from the net is a terrible thing, especially at the first few weeks. I missed all of you guys so much, and I sometimes even dreamt of losing you all...

That's the most strange things because it's far from my original purpose. I PROMISED (and actually did some time before) to myself, and to my parents that the net is just a TOOL for me. Now the situation is totally changed. I still use it as a tool, but one thing that I couldn't deny is that, the net (actually people on the net) has changed me.

I could not tell what I had become, this question is up to you all...

Ch.2


I regained my interest with my once-favorite composer, John Williams. Maybe not so many people heard of his nothing-of-special name, but as a matter of fact, he did contribute to a lot of blockbusters that we have seen plenty of times.

This time, I paid special attention to his not-so-recent work 'A.I. Artificial Intelligence'. He used a lot of symbolism in his score.

For example: In the track "hide and seek", the synth piano symbolizes the mecha child David, and the grand piano symbolizes Monica. Another one is that, he used a lot of ostinati in this score, to symbolize the natural character of mechas...

Ostinati...Repeat...Natural character of mechas...

IMO, even among our orgas (ordinary people, originated from the word "organic" 有机物)there are a lot of things like this happens...

Like us students , suffering from seemingly-endless pressure from homework and exams...

And a lot of things just repeat itself endlessly...

Wars, Killing...and above all, HISTORY repeats itself...

...We must find a way to escape these foolish repeats.

Ch.3


I lost the chance, for ever.

...maybe not for ever, maybe she is just not THE CHOSEN ONE...

We're friends like before, and nothing seems changed. But my feeling is slightly different.

...That's because I abandoned her.

THE END

P.S. Recently started the University English Course...Hope that I can improve my writing skills a bit...^^
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Jame "Buffalo Bill" Gumb